Why my birthday is going to suck

First off.. the devil is here. It (it doesn't deserve a gender) makes me want to gouge out my eyes every time i see it. IT ruins my family functions and one of these days, its going to get decked in the face.

I already had my family party...on fathers day. which was designated as a fathers day party. A flaming donut comes outta nowhere and suddenly it's my birthday party?

no.

My grandparents don't even make an effort to correctly address my birthday card filled with nothing. Im sorry but I'm not your niece.

Birthdays never live up to expectations. I think that's why i hate them so much. last year i had to take my sister to that stupid kung fu panda movie.

I was going to get a tattoo but you have to wait 4 weeks to swim sooo i guess that's out.


I wanna get outta the house so i think I'm gunna go see a baby and i have no mode of transportation so BICYCLE FOR THE WIN. We'll see if I actually make it. it looks like it's gunna rain though. GAHHHHH. not happy.

Oh and Ive been having nightmares a lot lately and i finally got a really good dream last night and then i had to wake up. That was a little saddening.

First

First entry of the new blog i created for no good reason. I highly doubt anybody will read this other than me.

Let's talk about what's going on with me lately...You must know that I have been quite the big pot smoker in the past couple months. I recently had a few freak outs which is why i haven't smoked in a week. I'm afraid. It used to be such a release for me and now my favorite thing scares me. It makes me really sad actually. My best friend and I would do everything high and i don't know how to break the bad news to her. I've been fake smoking with her. High is really easily faked I guess.

On a completely different note, I tie dyed today and my hands and every color of the rainbow. That's okay though. Gotta wave that gay pride flag high.

I think I'm done for now.



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